I realise what i do is the worst... But i nvr wish it would be like this. I know that im false.. I try to remake my self. I try to be better than before. I try to erase my dark memories. I try to treat you as my friend... Yet, i can't! I nvr know why i can't.. Im too egoism. I just think abt my self... It's too hurt for me. They spies me! Wtf...

what must i do now? Shall i tell them the truth? Is it impossible? What will they thnk abt me aftr this? They'll hate me too much! Shall i pray? Or i shall pass away my self, shall not i? Should i beg to my parents that i don't want stay here anymore? It makes me to bea sucker! I need a solution! They've judged me! They've moacked me! Oh it's very nauseating!

Grr.. Jangan cuek sm gw!

Gw benci sm ero! Gw ga ngerti maksud dia nyuekin gw.. Gw salah apa sm dia?! well, gw pernah bilang sm temen gw kalo ero cuma pelampiasan gw dr sen2.. But it isn't looked like that! Gw ga segitu jahat sampe memperlakukan ero kek gt.. now, he's very angry to me. It's all my fault.. I don't know what i have to do.. ero plis maafin gw kalo gw emang ada salah sm elu.. You're my best friend, aren't you? Forgive me if i've been doing something to you :((

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